so me and 2 of my closest friends have decided to be an acoustic 'band' i guess you could call it that anyway :)
i just means i have to really open up to them , including in all my lyrics . so at least i have another thing to work on - vocals and song writting skills .

i still havent spoke to him in over a week now ! its really upsetting me ... constantly having the need and want to talk to certain people who just arent there at the time .

the fear of losing people is back again , guess you could call it one of my fears. i know that people probably get annoyed when i txt or msg them alot - but its just so that i know that they are ok and i kinda feel connected and close to them.